I get so scared when people get obsessed with me // fall in “love” with me both online and irl bc I know the only step after that is just punishing me, ignoring me, hating me for not living up to the person they want me to be but I can’t help it I’m not a dancing monkey that can perform on command I’m just a dumb girl with nine hearts trying to land on her feet no matter how life tries to toss me smdh